Not[Part 4] :Before U happened

snow romance,i feel not
moonlight my pain,kill not
frozen things n lifeless wave,they were

dreams recur,believe not
heart is life,so give not
random dreams with lonely heart,i had

mountain melts,i do not
sleepless nights,go through not
pillow cold n warm bed,all i needed

word does hurt,i take not
share my pain,i fake not
physical was my pain,n so i was

lose in life,i aim not
life is battle,game not
discover heroic outta me,i tried