Heart Session

midnight adds one,mind keeps low,
but the heart goes high
abstract drags me
to wander the black cool sky

crescent overlooks tiny giants
 as i look through
stars for the rest world,
the crescent moon is you

world say u are stained,
stained all gray
damn all its her trick
to keep the earth away

neighbour groans for its ray
that you reflect
all are scorching,
ur soothing is so perfect

[A little background about the above composition]
It was a summer night,better call it morning as it was 1 AM already. Don't know what led me out of my bed and i found myself under the black sky where a shining curvature was grinning to welcome me. A cool breeze passed by whispering into my ear, which aided more romance into the setting. I was such fascinated by the setting, i was compelled to put the prettiness of the shining moon into this composition.

Not [Part 3]

my garden's flower,pluck not
way to heart,u block not
in middle of nowhere, i wander

small sprint,i run not
my love, weekend fun not
"dyaad gun",yell our son,happily we laugh

day without sun, glow not
candle i light, blow not
with candle,in love,we melt

loosers say,dream high not
not your lap,i die not
for first date in heaven's park,i wait

have feelings,expose not
end of day,propose not
these things from lifebook,i erase

Not[Part 2]

face the world,i dare not
u walk by me, i care not
see what an easy walk, it becomes

say no to me, i mind not
your option, i find not
life ain't MCQ, i realize

any soon world,end not
text to god, i send not
this life is short instead, i say

why u, i list not
without u, i exist not
snow i m,thrilling cold u r

ur stiffness, i get not
u shed tears, i let not
home is ur lips to smile, i make

Not [Part 1]

literature i know not
feelings simply flow not
tears born from pain, i wordify

easy dreams i see not
knowing "u-n-me" not
script of togetherness,i compose

"its-not-u" i like not
lonely life i hike not
gorge between the cliffs,i flow

u less thought i sleep not
our chapter i flip not
never ending story,i write

minor wound i cry not
but these tears dry not
alone let it be, i struggle


[other parts soon coming by]

Alas!

those 37 words,where resided the poor heart
"no i dont",response decided the poor heart
bloody muscle compartment,all that i reserved
alas, u asked for more, than what u deserved

"hi there" my keypad composed,as it all began
bold lettered "Re:hi",yes mind was all insane
dazzling dream in black night,all that i reserved
alas, u asked for more, than what u deserved

u made my body shiver, in the month of june
u calmed the vibrant me,as does the pretty moon
vacant space to my left,all that i reserved
alas, u asked for more, than what u deserved

But I Dislike

those black hair, a swing of my imagination
the gloomy grin, this poor heart's medication
your brightly darken face makes me feel amused
yes she is the girl who refused

the way those culprit eyes stare
damn bloody heart empowered with all care
rounded rings of your ears make me short n fused
yes she is the girl who refused

the comfort of your breast
every eternal wishes accomplished
describin' whom prettiest words are used
yes she is the girl who refused

visible r those beauty bones, which signify
when u play my nerve house your beauty magnify
an angel descended to earth???heavily confused
yes she is the girl who refused
yes she is the girl who refused

कवि हुने चाह

तिम्रो ओठमा सजिएको हांसो बन्न रहर लाग्यो
तिम्रा दु:ख निमोठ्ने त्यो पासो बन्न रहर लाग्यो
बुझेनौ या नचाहेको मेरा सारा रहरहरु
निचोरेर मुटु मेरो आज रुन रहर लाग्यो

आँखामा ति पोतिएका गाजल को नि डाहा लाग्यो
कान छोपी उँधो बग्ने कालो केश झन आहा! लाग्यो
त्यो शरीरमा उनिएको हरियो रङको रवाफ बेग्लै
चोट पोख्ने बाटो खोज्दै कबि बन्ने चाहा लाग्यो

म भन्दा त तिम्रो आँशु भाग्यमानी सार्है लाग्यो
कोमल गाला को स्पर्श मैले गर्न गार्है लाग्यो
पैसा तिरी बोल्नु पर्ने समयमा त छैनौ शायद
जवाफ को त आशै छैन एक्लै बोल्न करै लाग्यो

Post HeartBreak

you said u got no feelings for me
sorry girl i made u wrong, u got some,
some feeling of hatred let it be   

denial was all u had, plain like a prism
all appologies once again gal ,
FYI my religion's optimism

optimism it is,i got statue called hope
only thing of mine, u still got to break
for my heart, u unmade it;i still got to make

yes honey, heart it is; u shattered into pieces
realizing phoenix is myth;can't fly from ashes

Ash it is,converted to;from memories we've shared
stranger it is,converted to;from only thing i cared

stranger now,stranger then;gotta pull the rope
breaker u and broken me;but still with the hope